My very first blog

My name is Cyndi and I am 36 years into this learning experience called life.

I decided to start a blog because a very special lady named Brin has an awsome one and it looked like fun. Hopefully I can be a quarter as interesting as she is! If not then at least I will be entertaining myself. I am going to need a reprieve, especially now. I have fallen in love with a wonderful man.
I am moving in with him. Yes, m-o-v-i-n-g in! I have lived in East Tx all my life and I am packing my bandanna up, tieing it to the pole and moving on. You will find out why that is so fascinating as you get to know me better.

Why do I need a reprieve, a place to drift, vent, cry and dream? Because I am moving away from my closest, dearest friend of some 23 odd years. We have worked together as a team and support system for the last 2 years and now I moving away.

I am not sure how hard it is going to be, for either of us, but I am happy enough to give it a shot and see.

Married 13 yrs divorced 4, 3 teenage boys and wonderful friends and family this is part of me.

Here I am today looking forward to tomorrow!

It amazes me because a couple of months ago I was perfectly content with waking up just to get the day over with. Not happy but I thought...well I am content. Right? Wrong. I was lying to everyone but mostly myself saying I am o.k. with where I am in my life.

How can anyone live their life and be happy without having anything to look forward to? I thought it was possible, its not. Its sad. I am not saying a person needs a partner to make their life complete. But a human does need hope.

The future brings hope and hope brings peace and every human heart needs a bit of real peace to function correctly. Join me as I step into something new. I haven't figured out what it is called yet but I will let you know when I do!

May the Peace of The Lord be with you.