I need all the strength I can get now

Just wanted to post that yesterday was the first day for me to commit to dropping a very bad habit and addiction that has no reason to be in my life. For the last 8 years in my head it seemed I could hear a bell ringat 4pm and I would start drinking. I am tired of hearing that bell and I have no reason to open a can of beer anymore. I am not depressed, I do not need to escape from my problems and fears and saddness. I am happy and looking forward to a wonderful future. So, I have decided to take the bell and throw it in the trash. Its is going to be hard and I pray I do not fail. Your prayers would be greatly appreciated.